Monday, September 22, 2008

what a mess

It seems the picture we sent to daddy worked afterall. He passed the test!!! YAY!!! We are very excited and relieved to have this phase over..... only to be stuck in another couple of months of not knowing where life will take us.

We found out today, after contacting a guy from MAF over the weekend, that the internship has been cancelled due to insufficient funds to run it. It was definitely a bummer to find that out but I'm assuming God has something better than the internship in store for us!!?! I was so sure it was the next step. So now, here we are, unsure of the future. Is this really the direction we're supposed to be heading afterall??? SOOOO MANY QUESTIONS so little answers!

If you know me at all, you know that I hate being unprepared and I hate unscheduled schedules. Haha. I am a person who likes to know what's coming next, I like having a plan, I like being sure of my next step. This whole not knowing stuff is for the birds. I'm sure God is using this time to bring out some of my flaws...being that I'm impatient, a control freak of some sort, and seriously, not as good of a planner as I THINK I am. It's true, alll true.

So here I am, sitting in my pajamas at 1:05 pm in my messy room, at my messy desk, with Veggie Tales babysitting my child whom is wearing only a diaper while drinking her sippy cup of juice with toys scattered all around her ALL while I complain about order and answers. I think I have some work to do.

3 comments:

bri said...

You are so funny... WE All have work to do!!! We are never finished. So there is good news after all... we are all a mess!

bri said...

hahahaha I DO love my car but that doesn't mean that it is comfortable driving 19 hours in it. hahahaha and yes that remark was smiling at you!!! I knew you would have something to say to that!!! At least this year there is not a bunch of baby paraphernalia to drag along... Praise the Lord. Watch us get a new baby again before we leave... that would be something!

bri said...

I am sure there is someone that does want to give away a car. We just don't know them... BUT I promise when I meet them I will give them your phone no. Hey I did know someone giving a car away... Monique got it but you would not have wanted it though... so you have to be careful in what you say... YOU want a NICE car that RUNS GOOD that someone wants to give away!!!! hehehe